Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Aakhir what am I doing since the last 2 months!!!!

Friends kept asking me and I kept answering but Today when I was busy getting bored, I just asked myself - I am sitting at home.. since.. ooohhhh its more than 2 months.. what am I doing????Thought over it n here comes the answer.........

I attended many family functions - A marriage, Two Lohri functions, Was a part of the planning committee of a surprise dinner ;), Had more family dinners.... Is there anything better than having fun with family n friends :)

Had a spectrum re-union :) Well, when Megha shifted to U.S, hadn't thought we 7 would get together so soon :)

Hmmm.... I was here when mom wasn't too well.... Well won't say I did the best but still I managed to sail through it... Took care of the kitchen for approximately a month(well Dad n me managed it)...and took care of whole home for 2 days all alone :)

I always make dinner now :)

Tried my hand at some extra cooking - Honey cauliflower , Aate ka halwa, murmure, palak paneer, Karele.... more to come.. and hey everything I made was delicious :D... 

Ummm... missed my friends and learnt the importance of friends in life :)

I shopped all alone for the first time in life... hehe

Slept a lot :D :D

Started writing a blog.. Nice na...Well read other blogs too for which I never had time...

watched five seasons of "2 and a half men" and a few pending movies like Sarkar.. well watched new ones too..

I had a one day trip to Naina Devi.... khoob mazza aaya tha :)

Kept meeting friends now and then when they come to Chandigarh... 

Ohh.. ya.. All this time I was also hunting for a better job and giving interviews :).

What I always wanted but could never achieve was to start a morning walk... but I do go on evening walk or post dinner walk :)

There were times when I felt bored n frustrated, but I always had my STRENGTH to talk to me and make me SMILE in these times too, making me stronger and evolve as a better person ready to face the challenges of life, rejecting the job not suitable for me(Believe me, This was difficult...), always giving hope if I lost it and  having faith in me that I deserve and wud achieve something better :)


Tuesday, January 20, 2009

i guess its time to start writing

this is my first post.. so kinda confused wt to write.... I guess its abt writing your thoughts.so thats wht I'll do for now

There are few things in life I just don't understand... may be I dont even want to...

why do people crib so much...We first want something n then once we get it, we loose its importance and start chasing something else... as if its a Tom and Jerry show...

Why do we complicate life... Am I too young to understand its dificulties.. Its not that I haven't seen ups n downs in my life... I have but I think I reacted pretty well to the ups as well as downs...Anyone who knows me would say I am going through a difficult time except me. People say they are upset for me and I console them saying - Its not that big a deal... M having Fun...

Life is simple and very beautiful :) Live it...

When I see people so confused as if their whole life will depend on which dress to buy.... Huh.... I understand that I am different... Wht I don't understand is good different or bad... and then I don't think.... I like myself the way I am...

What I understood from my past approx 23 yrs of existence on earth, its only LOVE that you really need, Rest all follows... nd then I feel I am too philosophical nd I dont understand life the way bade log do .... but am I not matured now???? Will I ever be.. I actually don't want to... i dnt want to undrstnd life others do.... Somebody once told me - "Never let the kid in you die". I wanna be young always like a chhota baby :D

I dont know what I want from life.... bt theek hai na aise bhi... kya karna hai jaan ke... i follow my heart, hear the voice in me n people say thats GODs voice...so hear GOD guiding me...... Kehte hain na.. make GOD the driver of your life, and bas aaram se raho jaise arjun ji ne krishan ji ko apne rath ka saarthi banaya tha, bas fir to mazze hi mazze....

Am I missing out smthng or ppl cant understand things which are so simple to understand n follow...