Crying at Vidaai

Until now, I really never understood why parents cry when a girl is married. Thats what they have always wanted. Its a happy day. Everybody is so elated before that moment , then whats in that moment which causes them so sad... Usually the girl is not living with her parents even before marriage , so how does it really matter!!!!!

But I did understand this when I attended my dearest cousin's marriage. I felt sad n scared. Did I feel sad coz I'll be left alone in Noida..... No it wasn't that... Was it coz I'll miss those ice-creams,walk n talk sessions, yoga classes, movies, tott-mall visits... nai ye bhi nai.. So why was I sad.

Ahhhh... I was getting it ... I wasn't sad.. I was scared... I was scared for her. I was worried that will she be happy!!! Her life's gonna change completely.. A completely new family.. A strange country... Will the cruel world be nice to the sweetest girl...

I wanted her happiness n well-being from all my heart. Thats all I wanted from God that time.

I think its this feeling which flows down as tears :)